My fading memory of you...

My fading Memory of you...

Never thought of loosing you in more than one way.

But fading Memory is all I have.

Left tiny corners of relief, in the deep dark universe of grief.

Getting there is difficult, traps of sorrow all along the way.

Heartache makes my soul go blind.

Daily life - all must go on. Happiness claims it place, so do my other childs.

Little Hands reaching for mine, demanding my attention.

Can't stay with you, the picture of you seems unreal.

Missing what never will be. You and your brother...

Starchilds.

Cruel is this reality.

I hope for connection, but I'm left out in the deep dark nowhere.

Clinging to the grief, because that's all what's left for me.